Full-Blown Suffering: My Fight With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain erupted behind my right eye. Then came rapid stabs, like lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.

Cluster headaches typically begin with severe discomfort behind a single eye that persists for three hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with abrupt, severe pain focused on one eye that peaks within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal cycles; others have chronic attacks, defined by the absence of long symptom-free periods.

What connects sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things more intense. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.

Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.

Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.


Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.

Ancient healing texts propose unusual treatments for what modern experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate condition, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.

It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.

The disorder were only formally recognised by international medical societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.

In the late 1990s, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.

In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is essential: on which side do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.

Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.

Official guidelines on management advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of well-known individuals.

But leading neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent episodes are handled with acute treatment alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.

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Stephen Stewart
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